.:strangers once, now & forever:.

Ok. This post is going to be one of the hardest to type.
I don’t even know how to start.
Same story, different perception- it wasn’t a start…

And this was how it ended:

I love you.
I love you too.

I guess the ending wasn’t that bad~
Not what I had expected but I can’t change it.
As much I can remember, these few days have been the longest ones in my life.
Pretty rough too. i don't think i cried so much in so little time.

It’s an end.
I call it an end.
I don’t regret giving you my heart or loving you.
I regret not letting you know how much I love you.
I don’t exactly know what happened.
And all I have now are just assumptions.
Without a reply, they mean nothing.

~Hmmm…have been typing this since yesterday night and been procrastinating all day.
I guess it's time I finished it. C=

Healing and...
Thinking about it once in a while...
I guess its better this way...
Having not knowing all of you
Or getting too involved...
IT was bound to happen one day or rather...
Maybe earlier is better
Now is good...
We have the good memories~
And if this was what u had in mind,
Thanks.

Yesterday i planned and thought it over.
Today my mind’s made up.
It IS the end.
I guess that's why they call it friday the 13th.
[it didn't matter before, i guess it will now]

~and i promise myself not to cry about this anymore~

p/s:I will probably always love you.

UPDATES~! UPDATES~!!~~EXAMS R OVER~!!!HOLS ARE HEREE!!!!!

aI’m uber late for this entry~was supposed to post on Saturday when I got back from my exams but was too lazy n tired then was supposed to post on Sun but ended up shopping half the day then lazing and getting pissed at my dad when I got back. At last, I decided to post it on sun nite but I could not connect to the internet

~screw…I was pissed enough that day…Zzzzz

Then Mon came~internet was shit again…I’m like thinking wth??...I have my hols now and u decide to go all haywire..ishhh….
called the guy 2 come and fix and he said can only come tues evening~FUCKKK!!!!....what the hell am I gona do till then??... It’s 2 effin days~!!!!

Plus I spend most of my nights going online till like 2 plus…

MON~!!! -first day of hols…. -____-
Was too lazy to go out…so ended up being a couch potato -____- Watched a whole lot of shows and dvds~ain’t much of a tv person anymore but there was nutin else to do...got bored wtih shopping and what not...

ps: i need to find sth new to do....

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Earlier in the morn:

Someone msged me early in the morn after what seemed like forever (aka 2 weeks plus)….=D~only saw the msg when I woke up later…

It was really heart warming I guess-having to wake up to see a msg u sort of have been waitin 2 see in a long time and to noe the other one is fine n bla bla bla…u get it….;)

~…plus it was after such a stressful week of studying for the exams

But tell ya sth…every time when I’m tokin 2 u; u seem to hold back…and ur extra nice…

well give ya a pointer; dun play the game too safe, it gets boring and you lose it all.

Ps: I need u 2 open up…really...

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Found this photo editing wtv u call it programme in my comp that I din noe was in here for ages…
Tried it out~super FUN~!!!!....easier than resizing the dumb pix and arranging it again….this does it automatically for u…check out wat I did…I even got to do my banner!!! =D

.x.this was my first try-was doin it for my bestie blog...cud have done a better one but since it was my first attempt~

~so it's a keeper X) .x.

::more below::

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OK…

Updates from last week when I didn’t have the time to post stuffs other than me worring for my shit exam….

Oh bout my exam~!!!!...I FREAKING PASS~!!!!!

P1----88%

P2----92%

*screams*….it’s better than pass….hahaha…
I remember I was freaking scared on sat morn~I couldn’t even go through my notes…

I also remember that I had to click on the exit thingy when I finished to get my results and everytime I did tat I wud look at the floor until the examiner told me my marks…

~so kiasu rite..…-____-

even the examiner giggled at me….aih…

.x. the two papers i was studying ages for .x.

.x. S-T-U-D-Y-I-N-G--pure boredom .x.

Last Thurs:

was dozing off in my room when my dad rushed in and said:

THIS IS NOT UR DOG!

got a shock, and my first impression was-

WTF!!!!...not my dog?!?!?!?...

where's my dog??wad happened to it??

then *blank*

-this is so not right-

then my dad sed:

u din even realise that she has a bump on her body....bla bla bla...

that's when i got it; he meant tat i was some shit owner hu cared nutin less bout my dog so this shudn't be my dog.....

ishh...next time say properly ler....

~and...it was exams period...i was too busy k.....

Checked out the bump-

all i cud think of??- TUMOR!!!!....AAAAAA!!!!!

~she's too young & lovable to die!!!!! =(

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Sent her to the doc~

Doc sed she knocked a pillar or sth-so there----BUMP!

Gave some meds + rub a bottle of warm water on her for 10 mins everyday...

and ALL BETTER~!!!=D

.x. my cutenesssss FIBI .x.

::planning a genting trip wid my coll frens~hope we can make it there next weekend or so....

-no one seems to be planning -____-...great..

been lazing around alot lately....

maybe coz of that someone....

i just don't feel like doing anythin at all....

but now it's startin to get to me.....

like damn wasted......

guess it's time to get my ass up and start doin my revision kit...

~315 questions 2 finish....%^&#!!!....

and kelly finished it 2day...im so fcuked....

sMiLeZ

i'm really happy today...

test is over....

&

ssshhhhh......

*smiles*

-you make me smile & i want you to know it-

x it's you x

i'm missing you loads....

there's no reason coz i just am....
and i hope you are too...