.:strangers once, now & forever:.

Ok. This post is going to be one of the hardest to type.
I don’t even know how to start.
Same story, different perception- it wasn’t a start…

And this was how it ended:

I love you.
I love you too.

I guess the ending wasn’t that bad~
Not what I had expected but I can’t change it.
As much I can remember, these few days have been the longest ones in my life.
Pretty rough too. i don't think i cried so much in so little time.

It’s an end.
I call it an end.
I don’t regret giving you my heart or loving you.
I regret not letting you know how much I love you.
I don’t exactly know what happened.
And all I have now are just assumptions.
Without a reply, they mean nothing.

~Hmmm…have been typing this since yesterday night and been procrastinating all day.
I guess it's time I finished it. C=

Healing and...
Thinking about it once in a while...
I guess its better this way...
Having not knowing all of you
Or getting too involved...
IT was bound to happen one day or rather...
Maybe earlier is better
Now is good...
We have the good memories~
And if this was what u had in mind,
Thanks.

Yesterday i planned and thought it over.
Today my mind’s made up.
It IS the end.
I guess that's why they call it friday the 13th.
[it didn't matter before, i guess it will now]

~and i promise myself not to cry about this anymore~

p/s:I will probably always love you.

:: my WaLL ::

it's 1am plus...i cant sleep and im bored~so i kinda ended up here
:-:dun really have much to blog about since i've been stoning at home these 2 days....
:-:Other than goin out to makan and a few other stuffs, i've pretty much jus been lazing around~feel so useless at times...=.=
:-:Was surfing around yesterday & i found this....kinda relates to me, i guess
:-:And since i've got nutin 2 blog bout, i'll tell u a little something....

This wall is my " guard "-and damn, i put my guard up pretty high at times. Well, it's not like i shut people out, i just hold back a little-i guess i'm afraid to let everythin out at once...just in case something happens and that's when no one can change it...guess i'd rather "be safe than sorry"...

I don't remember when i put up this wall- i did go through some not so good times where TRUST was on the line...and there it was--the WALL~all built up...

At times, i really wana tear it down but i don't know how and i guess all i really need is a certain someone to show me how or tear it down for me and prove to me it's safe to do so and i believe the rest will just come along....

~and this someone will be worth it all...

::LuvZZzzzz::
::Chyi::