how sorry can you be

I AM SORRY. I really am. I'm not sure if it's really my fault. But, I want to change things. Just that I don’t know how. I really want to help out. I’ve just gotten so used to the environment YOU put me in that I can’t bring myself to change things. I’m just sorry. I know that these words would hardly mean anything but I just AM. You don’t adapt well to changes and every time I try to change things, you just discourage me even more even if it was for the better. So now, I can either put my feelings aside and put my WHOLE self into this or just leave it as it is. Being me, I’m sorry but I think I’ll end up with the latter.

Would you do sth that would help another person even if the person keeps letting you down and discourages all your efforts?

Would you still help out?

Would you still stand by him/her?

I won't but;

I should.

Coz,

It's for a loved ONE~