end the mystery. it's my turn now.

Listening to: Jordin Sparks-Next To You

Headache!! =( Just got home from Pyramid with the group of frens. Didn’t really get much sleep yesterday and I had a bad dream too. =/ Hmmm...blog about today later. Before i hit the sack later.

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I find it really hard liking someone. I’m not talking about friends. That one’s easy peasy unless you’re trying to be friends with some jerk.

Liking someone as in having feelings for the opposite sex. Being more than just friends. It could happen during the first few times you meet or realizing at one point in time and many other circumstances. I realized that you need not need to know the person exceptionally well to have feelings for him. Sometimes it just happens. And you can’t really explain why. And if you’re lucky enough, it’s HIM and if you’re not, move on. Anyways, it IS without doubt; hard, TIRING more likely.

To not be distracted, to notice less yet keep you around, to try to ignore the mixed signals, to not be affected, to be less involved, to prevent myself from finding out while staying in there partly hoping something will happen and to hold back if nothing happens and to be ready if anything does happen.

And i'm not even talking about love yet.

It’s probably too quick to make assumptions.

But, I AM a girl. Sue me.
Disappointment will probably meet me at the end of the line.

Will this time be any different?
But, I am hooked. So this time, I’m gonna try to make it work.

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“Maybe we're friends

Maybe we're more

Maybe it's just my imagination

But I see you stare just a little too long

And it makes me start to wonder

So baby call me crazy

But I think you feel it too

Maybe I, Maybe I

Just got to get next to you

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?

How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?...”