im fragile.either break me or leave me alone.

i'm at a dead end.
it's beyond my control.
it's all in ur hands.
don't leave me hanging.

so u did something.

but not the thing i wanted.
u shut off some of my fears.
but u still dissapointed me.
say i'm selfish. i jus want u.

~don't think about something that has not happened yet....~

that's what people say.

that's what i can't do.

yesterday was torture.

i hardly smiled.

i hardly did anything.

it was like my soul was taken from me.

i failed.

i don't think i ever failed so badly.