i know, you know. we don't see.

“I’m tired of hiding behind these blind eyes,
I’m tired of this smile that I don’t recognize.

"People say old habits die hard. I guess it’s true. You are still the same like when I posted this sometime back. I’m gonna stop thinking and pondering. It’s too tiring. I do want it to happen but if it doesn’t I can’t do anything. So if it's meant to happen, I believe it will. Coz I’m letting go of everything from now on. It’s much easier. Unexpectedly, I am going to miss you.

It took me quite some time to put you away and now I don’t want to have to do it again.

I guess I can live without you. I’m letting go no matter what the odds are. Coz YOU don’t show me what you want clearly. Win or lose, I’m too tired of waiting.

“Leaving you is what I need to do
To be ok. Never thought it would be true”

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The long 12 days break is over. =( College is starting tomorrow with classes from 8-3pm…=,(

It’s Valentine’s too tomorrow!

What have you lovebirds out there planned for this special day?

Hmm…what have I got planned??

to the cuzzie: missing u!

I really don't know what to do or what I really want.

Why don't YOU tell me what i should do or what ur really trying to do?

Screw.

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Ben's party later. Gonna be a lil late tho.

Gotta teman the cousins coz it's their last day here.

tong tong chiang!

9 hours to Chinese New Year!

‘So fast!! So sad….after CNY I’ve got nothing else to look forward to already. Hmm…I’m hungry!’ –Ying Yng (the cuzzie)

Anyways, it’s the day where Chinese families have their reunion dinner. Where we all eat a lot of food, laugh, catch up, and just enjoy the festivity together.

Hope you guys enjoy your reunion dinner with loved ones and have a great CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Welcoming the Year of the Rat!

-luvsxsx-
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Piccies from the trip to the salon earlier for Grandma’s Perm & the cuzzzie’s haircut

waiting....

& more waiting....
(aunt & cuz)

Bye!

i've got a pocket full of sunshine

Jan fled so fast and Feb rushed in like nobody’s business. Which marks that Chinese New Year’s coming! Everything’s moving so fast. I’m even short of time to spring clean/ go out/ blog/ practically do anything. Hmm…wonder why.

I’m still flustered with how fast time has passed and before you know it it’s CNY and before you know it again, it’s over. It’s all passing too fast, really.

More posts wid pics to come probably later down the week :D Really busy these days!

Well, here's to welcoming ‘the month with 29 days’ & the many many angpows to come! =)

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Have a safe ride balik-ing kampung

& enjoy the hols~!

~chyi

-random pic from steph's party last fri
-sry bestie cannot go yamcha today. another time k. muaxx

Let's do some charity!

Good afternoon yall~!

While some of u are still going to school/ college/ work...I'm holiday-ing now!! =D

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Got this email wanting 500 signatures so that this skinning activity in China can be stopped. It's a mean activity and this video is really really sad and what these people do are so inhumane. It's really heart breaking and brutal and barbaric right down to the end. Let's just pray that this will end soon.

More info: Pledge to go fur-free at PETA.org

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This website is a project run by the World Food Program which aids in providing food to nations of extreme poverty. You're basically tested on your grammar skills and for each question you get right the ad companies sponsor 20 grains of rice. Easy right? Go try!

~xoxo

talk to me, walk with me. like lovers do.

At the gym now waiting for Mr.Dad to come. Skipped class today to come to the gym with the cuzzie.

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I just got home from getting McDs. Damn geram! That stupid lady took her own bloody sweet time to serve the customers. Monica-I still remember her name coz I was cursing the whole time. Her co worker served 4 customers and she was still at the first one. -___- Seriously, wtf???? I so wanted to yell at her. She was working at her own bloody pace like as if she was dying or sth. I mean, it’s called fast food for a reason you know. Arghh….fucking annoying I tell you.

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Was blogging at the gym earlier. But! Half way through, the server was down. Annoyinggg…
So I resorted to studying tax for tomorrow’s test while the cuzzie went for the “BodyCombat” class. People there lift weights k. Kill me. But the cuzzie said that it was pretty ok. Easier than it looks..haha…=S

Was having lunch earlier with the boys at Medan talking about gays and what not. Damn funny…but I’ve got nothing against gays ok >.<

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Ok. Another random update. I’m doing the easy ones first. =)

29.1.08~Tues

Had class till 6pm. Dad couldn’t get me coz he had sth going on till really late so went back with Rach to OU. Shopped around. Got dinner at Secret Recipe. Chit chat. Then to watch “Cloverfield” at 9pm at TGV(the old one-_-) coz GSC didn’t have the times.

TGV kinda sucks already. Plus, we actually wanted to sneak into the cinema showing aliens vs. predator but didn't lar, then half way through; people started leaving(wonder why…the movie didn’t suck tat much riteee???) And, people were saying that Cloverfield was the movie of the year. Konon-nya…-___-

Anyways, soon everyone left except for me & Rach & this Indian guy who sat behind us. And paranoia Rach got me scared shit. Well, you gotta admit it is pretty dangerous being in the cinema alone with some random guy. So we went to sit behind near the door so we can run if anything happens. Smart eh?? XD and thru the other half of the show, whenever the guy moved, we would be on full alert to run at anytime…haha….this was even scarier than the movie k. Thank god nothing happened in the end.

Overall, the movie wasn’t even that good to begin with. Kinda suckkyy. Don’t watch it.
Oh if you guys didn’t know, at the end of the movie; after the credits, there’s a msg played backward saying, “It’s still alive”. Haha..Rach checked it online coz we didn’t understand it that night.

Then, to Rach’s hse to wait for dad who only came at like 12 plus. Played with the puppies…they are oh so adorable!! And played with her Nintendo..so cool! I want one too!! Love the Super Mario game…hehe.. =D

Late night really. Got home, shower then talk to the long M.I.A bestie till 3am.

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Oooh...YuHee, the Witch is on! Laterzzzz~

Peekaboo!

A cup of Milo & a bag of Famous Amos chocolate chips.

= YUMS!=
What a great way to start the day. =D
Watching Shrek 3 again courtesy of Rach.

Been watching ALOT of movies over the few days.

Update yall one day.

Anyways, I better finish the movie soon. Gotta go to college at 11.

Have a good Tuesday!