ZZzzZZzzzz.....

slept for 4 hrs yesterday...

class~class~class....

got back my MOCK for P2...

58%...haha~screw

-at least i passed...=D

came back tired like hell.....

study~study~study

(din do much coz cudn't concentrate)

gona catch O.C then i'll sleep

thank god i've got no class 2moro....

O.o

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Went for class yesterday:
Chai Ping: ei, after class go pyramid. Watch blades of glory. I want to watch so long d.
Zen: eh..that show damn effin nice and farnee….must go watch…
Ben: My frens go watch…they sey no need use brains to think…just laff oni..whole show very funny one…
Chyi*thinking*:wert??....that nice??...hmmm….(trailer looked so stupid)
Class ended early so we ended up at pyramid to watch........=.=

Had nutin else better to do either…din plan to watch the show at all but what the heck, got good remarks..
so shud be ok………RITE~???~RITE???
Er…NO~!!!! -______-
Movie sucked…was funny but not THAT funny…kinda gay too & kinda waste of time..=.= ishh…

But Zai Xi laffed like hell when watchin the show…n he’s the kind of person that everday aso tenang oni …but I sat beside him during the show…-wah, crazy man…- XD
But seriously, dun watch it..no point realli

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was watchin despo hsewives yesterday~the juiciest bits ep..
where they show u the juiciest bits n pieces of the season....
slept halfway....haha....
cant realli blame me~had not have enuff sleep since thurs....
but repeats r this thurs so....=D

today has been nutin realli...
din get out of my hse at all::stayed in the W-H-O-L-E day::slept...ALOT~!!::was supposed to study but hardly did any of it...as usual =) ::2 things i did most of the time today--

LAZE & EAT!!! XD
-life's a bore, don't u think?-

I'M BACK~!!!!!! -mwahh!! *miss me??*

it's been raining all day...=)

well, nothin great happened...hahah...~kinda saw that coming

but I'M back to BLOGGING again~!!!!!

and to being ME again..

was able to get over it...tat's gud rite?....

but din really get to find that missing sth...

i guess that's what life is for isnt it...

to search for sth u jus cant effin' find....

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it's been like 2 weeks since mua break...

(din think i cud break that long.... XD)

kinda paused for a while coz~~

~life was shit

~i was too messed up to do anythin &

~MOCK was coming X.X

now im back coz i realise a big part of the time i spend online which is pretty much alot is spent on bloggin...

and these few days like damn free oni...XD

well...got loads to update....

been goin thru some shit these 2 days so im gona curse loads bout it and i don't think the next post is gona be that pleasant....

~jus gota find for the time to post it...=P

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-short update on today-

~had to jam all the way to klcc just to get my heels tat were out of stock in mv....

~was bored like shit in the car....=.=''''''

have not been wearing or buyin heels in a LLLOOOONNGGG time.....

the ones i have are either dinner-ish or i jus got sick of them

and these days all i wear r SHOES 4 COMFORT

-flip flops (like most of the time) & wedges!!!

so decided to get me a pair of heels that are casual enough for everday and trashable....XD

and when i found it-NO STOCK~!!!

ishhh....so had to call KLCC punya outlet n book

n today had to go all the way there just to get it...

at times i wonder, is God playin me or wat? =.=

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kz...almost 1..

gota Zzz...~have not been getting enuf sleep since last thurs...

and dun think im gona get much tonite...

got msian studies at 8.30 in the morn X.X

plus my presentation -_____-

it's bout rape...hehe

nitezzzzz~

*pause*reflect*find* ~ME~

it's been a few days since i posted...

have not been in the mood to do much lately...

i think im gona take a short break from bloggin...

dont worry...will be back soon...

probably when sth really big & meaningful happens in my life...

makes it look like as if my life is so meaningless now...haha...

it might be...im not so sure myself....

i guess im not feeling my best....

kinda empty at times...

need to get back on track again...back to my life before...

and find that sth that im missing...
and that needs time...

till then...

laterzzzzzzzz...

::LuVzZzz::

::muackxsxsxs::

been lazing around alot lately....

maybe coz of that someone....

i just don't feel like doing anythin at all....

but now it's startin to get to me.....

like damn wasted......

guess it's time to get my ass up and start doin my revision kit...

~315 questions 2 finish....%^&#!!!....

and kelly finished it 2day...im so fcuked....

mua x 8 ??!!!

a million years ago, duno who from where told me that there are 8 duplicates of every significant someone in this world...
true anot?? ....hell,how am i supposed 2 noe...
but this "philosophy" thingy is kinda creeping me out...
earlier in jan, my frens told me there's someone hu looks like me studyin in taylors...~oohh....cool but like wtv la....

then, recently, jack n his fren, winston told me that they had this fren in their old school who looks like me....i think her name was amanda...
by now i was thinkin...wtf??....there's more???
-but i din bother much after that.....

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few days ago-found winston's acc in frenster n he has this group pic with amanda...n now i was really SHOCKED!!!!

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.x. her :: me .x.

.x. this is like so CHUNTED...fringe somemore same side...wa sei..
ppl hu noe how i look like very well...
eg. mel~cover my pic n jus look at her...u'll realise....
others~jus compare....XD
to me...it's so ALIKE~!! .x.

:-: i've not met the other gal in taylors so can't really comment
...but i guess the theory is believable....haha.... :-:

~lalalala...joyss~!....=D

...At last, I caught up on my sleep….
Woke up at 9 plus 2day…
Came out of my room…
Saw my dad…
Dad said, "Let’s go shopping"
*pause to think*
I said, “Hell, yea!”
Was half awake but shopping is better than anything else right now…anything meaning studying/lazing/watchin tv/doin nothing/and more of nothing

Ended up at KLCC….
Dad go one way and I go another…
a.k.a
Dad go Isetan & I go everywhere else XD
Didn’t really splurge on anything today…was just looking around….
:: ain’t I a good gal? =) ::

-- Things I din get --

• This pair of CHUNTED!! pumps from eclipse….. ~kononnya no size…=(


• A dress from Roxy…it’s kinda like a summer dress thingy and costed RM 249…. ~like as if I print money…so too bad…


• A bracelet from Isetan-it had this heart with diamonds on it & one of the diamonds came out and they din have new stock… ~wad a coincidence
  
  But no biggie…life goes on….
  Neways I did get this ½ jacket from padini….=D
  -better than nothing-
  
  Almost 2pm and still shopping~!!!!
  Guess shopping beats eating….XD
  That’s for me la…dad thought otherwise….
  So…leave lo…
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Passed by…..

So decided to go in for a while…
Seriously, since it was built, I never went in at all…
So now…go see see….
Once masuk~shhhh…..
So quiet….somemore no one around…like as if everyone died (choi)…
But it was like tat….
I think got more security guards than ppl that come and shop…..
Not many shops around aso..but just go jalan jalan lo…..
On the way, found shops that were under renovations and had these boards in front of them that were so PRETTY~!!!

.x. i have no clue what brand this is but i LURVEE the background...so cool.... .x.

.x. mua .x.

.x. it's disco time in the 60's or 70's XD .x.

.x. quotes about FASHION .x.

.x. more boards....tis one cacated abit... .x.

.x. and my oh so ever comfy & pretty ROXY flip flops tat i've been walking on ALL day .x.

Other than taking these few pics, I dun see much use of avenue k….lolx….

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oh...one more thing~~

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY to my MOM!!!

and to all mums out there...

-must be hard work raising kids like us...

sMiLeZ

i'm really happy today...

test is over....

&

ssshhhhh......

*smiles*

-you make me smile & i want you to know it-

~screwed~

Progress test is 2moro at 9 am!!!!

SHIT, *&%#!!!…i am so screwed…

• i did do my studyin but i feel like nutin "masuk" my pea size brain....=.=
  
• Went for P2 class today & learnt a whole lot of new crap that amazingly is not in the text book and now im expected to understand ALL of it and sit for the BLOODY exam 2moro…
  Wat an amazing teacher I have...

let it rain...

i lurve rainy days...it makes me feel so very calm and peaceful-best time 2 sleep (but i gota study so too bad...)
it's been raining since the morning. it's 2 plus now and it's still drizzling....
guess it should just keep raining~then i can study better...XD

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x UpDatEs x

::had my first malaysian studies class yesterday...damn f***in boring..somemore the "6" of us kena scolded for tokin...then had to go through 2 hrs of msia history, sth bout some constitution n bla bla bla*wasn't listening much*....ended up doin hw for P1.

::Progress test results- 72% for P1 and 78% for P2~not bad eh??....kinda =( coz i expected more for my P1....

::i think i'm getting a sore throat =(

::i still miss him and i've not toked 2 him in days....

].[ gona go back to studying....man, it sux ].[

Dear D...

"you kill the conversation.

you kill the relationship in the family."

i'm sorry.i din mean it but it's just you & me.

how can you say this and pretend nothing happened??

...my heart is not made of steel.

it's stronger today because of the things u say coz if it wasn't, then it would hurt too much.

but i guess it's still not strong enough.

i might not show it but ur words mean alot whether you know it or not.

this is not the first and i believe it won't be the last.

HONOUR'S Dae~!!!

Went for my school's Honour's Day on Sat...

Had to wake up freaking early~6.30am....X.X

Sot--have not woken up that early in ages

...coz i sleep at like 2 am everyday...lolx....

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Was out the day before(Fri) for classes and then Spiderman 3 at 5.30pm with frens

The movie was okok only...i think the directors are like out of ideas

~quite sien k...watchin for like 2 hrs plus...

Went to Pizza Hut for dinner with mellie, james, david, and thomas~all mellie's frenz

All my frens(zai xi, manpreet, zen) ciao d...=(

Kena bully by james like crazy the whole time during dinner about me & david...=.=''''''

Anyways, reached home at 11 sth and only slept at 1 plus

Woke up feelin like crap...

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HONOUR's DAY

a.k.a prize giving day if u've got no idea wat honours day is....

not gona tok much about it...too lazy....

so jus look at the pics yea....

got loads more especially the important ones in mel's camera...

will put them up later....

ish ish~give me the pics MEL!!!!!!

.x. the certificate .x.

.x. the papan-ish thing XD .x.

.x. 9 A1 & 2 A2...and all u get is a piece of paper & a "papan" =.=.x.

.x. mua & kar mun .x.

.x. shajy & me .x.
-used to sit together with shajy & geok in class-always copy each others test, gossip 2getha, copy hw, draw crappy drawings on the table and the "chicangevil"-lolx....n loads more...missing u guys loads...somemore geok din come=( ...have not seen her in ages...-

.x. same finger & hand-zhi's & mine.x.
-zhi has this new hairstyle and added this blueish streak at the end~kinda cool but i really wana SNIP the blue streak of hair off.....ish-

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got my school magazine at last!!!!
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.x. MY CLASS PAGE~!!!!! .x.

-the hard work of geok, soon keat, justin & sue lynn-

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][ Old Class Memories (4 & 5 K) ][

.x. Form 4 BM/Set 1-after doin some drama for class presentation .x.


.x. 5 K in the chem lab with Mdm.Norhayati...gona miss her sarcarstic-ness .x.


.x. Our ALMIGHTY monitor & assistant .x.


.x. school's OUT!!!! .x.
-& i'll miss u guys & my high school life forever-

x it's you x

i'm missing you loads....

there's no reason coz i just am....
and i hope you are too...

break's over, college starts again....

college starts again today at like 3.30pm...

dad's late to pick me up~screw

the 8 day break is over just like that..

kinda =( that it's over but...

hey,i guess goin back to college beats doin nutin at home, rite?

kz...gtg...

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-ciao!-

:: my WaLL ::

it's 1am plus...i cant sleep and im bored~so i kinda ended up here
:-:dun really have much to blog about since i've been stoning at home these 2 days....
:-:Other than goin out to makan and a few other stuffs, i've pretty much jus been lazing around~feel so useless at times...=.=
:-:Was surfing around yesterday & i found this....kinda relates to me, i guess
:-:And since i've got nutin 2 blog bout, i'll tell u a little something....

This wall is my " guard "-and damn, i put my guard up pretty high at times. Well, it's not like i shut people out, i just hold back a little-i guess i'm afraid to let everythin out at once...just in case something happens and that's when no one can change it...guess i'd rather "be safe than sorry"...

I don't remember when i put up this wall- i did go through some not so good times where TRUST was on the line...and there it was--the WALL~all built up...

At times, i really wana tear it down but i don't know how and i guess all i really need is a certain someone to show me how or tear it down for me and prove to me it's safe to do so and i believe the rest will just come along....

~and this someone will be worth it all...

::LuvZZzzzz::
::Chyi::

Less Studyin, More Lazing Around...XD

found out from Kelly that the progress test has been postponed from 5/5(this Sat) to 12/5!!!!

YAYYSSSS~!!!!!!!

....muahahahhaahah...XD

And this means......

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i can actually take a break from studyin or tryin to study? XD

~no need so STRESS liao~

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I CAN GO for my SCHOOL'S HONOUR'S DAY!!!!!!

WEE~!!!!!!!!!=D

--can't wait--

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