Love or Addiction?

So I’ve been bumming around a lot. Holidays…what do you expect? And my sleep is all screwed up which explains why I'm here. =)

I remember always telling myself I would pick up something new, learn sth, do sth more, but I always end up doing nothing. Bleh~ And now the hols are almost over. I'm starting first thing Thursday. 8AM. Kill me. And I'm dreading every moment of it. The cycle's starting all over again.

So, ACCA starts next week. It’s all going so fast you know? And soon the results will be back and if it’s good, we’ll all graduate together and if it’s not, you know. I'm scared; truly.

graduation?

I’m listening to Kate Voegele-No Good. And heh, it’s a good song. She’s got many good songs. Some of you may know her from One Tree Hill. Well, I know her from there and have got almost all her songs. She rocked there and she definately rocks here. :)

And Marie Digby too! Good songs, good tunes, good everything. There’s something light to her music. Uplifting mostly.

It's 20 days to my bday. Not really feeling it though.

Ermmm...ok...movies! I’ve been watching a whole lot.

PS I LOVE YOU.

I remember watching it from 2 to 4 in the morning on some random day. It’s kinda slow moving but there are the funny parts. not as smart as I thought it would be. Gives you a warm feeling. I was thinking that there would be touching scenes like every 5 minutes but no there isn’t. Kind of a let down for something I’ve been waiting for so long. I reckon the books better; hearing from so many.

What happens in Vegas.
Watched this with Danny boy. Funny? Yeaps. And, Ashton Kutcher is very hot.

21.

Ooh, okay this is hot stuff. I just watched it today. Very very intense. So SO cool I wanted to count cards too. True story yo. Everyone should watch it.

Over her dead body.
Much funnier than I thought it would be. Love the parrot!

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Was watching Grey's Anatomy;

Change,

We don't like it, we fear it. But we can't stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. It hurts to grow, anybody who tell you isn't, is lying. But here's the truth, sometimes the more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes...sometimes change is good. Sometimes change is everything.

- Meredith Grey, ep1

In the hospital, we see addiction every day. It's shocking how many kinds of addiction exist. It would be too easy if it were just drugs and booze and cigarettes. I think the hardest part of kicking a habit is wanting to kick it. I mean, we get addicted for a reason, right?
Often, too often, things that start out as just a normal part of your life at some point cross the line to obsessive, compulsive, out of control. It's the high we're chasing, the high that makes everything else fade away.

........Still, they say you don’t kick the habit until you hit rock bottom, but how do you know when you’re there?
Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, sometimes letting it go hurts even worse.

-Meredith Grey, ep2

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It's raining now. I love rainy nights...or mornings. :) 2 am now and I have to get up early tomorrow. =/ Time to cuddle with "Thanks for the Memories". It's a storybook btw.

Good Morning world!