life; a fountain of colours

The fact is really simple. I hate you. And this feeling will probably never go away. All you do is look through all my good points, and focus on all my negatives. So good for you that you seem to hate me so much. Well, technically, you hate me for me and everything I do is supposedly a mistake. And that’s your answer to the question of why I choose them over you. And I’m a strong believer of karma. So I guess we’re all getting our share of it. Last time there was wrong or right. Today, it doesn’t matter anymore because we all have lost sight of proper consideration. It’s never gonna be same. And I give up on even trying to go there. So have a good life. If I had a choice I wouldn’t be in your life. Mark my words.

Imperfections

Past 12 now. So;

Happy Birthday Fibi!!

She's 5 and still sooo adorable. Lovess!

And Auntie Annie & fam's coming to visit all the way from Sydney, Aus. :) Reaching here on Thurs! It's been a lonnng time since I saw them. Like early last year? Gosh, I miss Aus. The shopping, the weather, the people there (family included), everythingg... Prob head down there end of this year. Holiday!! =D

It's gonna be fun!

1.20 am & I'm craving for durians. Gonna go get some from the fridge! Har Har.

Bye!

You see i am the bravest girl
you will ever come to meet
yet i shrink down to nothing
at the thought of someone
really seeing me....

Movie Review

PROM NIGHT is dumb. Don't bother watching it.

THE HAPPENING is ok. Many people have been saying that it sucks and all but it's okay la. Gotta give them some credit. And it seriously wasn't that bad. But the scene with the old lady nearing the end scares the shit out of me. I still can remember her face. Ugh...ok now I'm spooked and; it's past 12....shit.

at the movies for Dark Knight. I think it was like 13 to 14 of us.. :)

THE DARK KNIGHT was really good. The movie was close to three hours long. Didn’t expect it to be THAT long and I was holding my pee for like an hour plus coz I didn’t wanna miss anything. LOL. Heath Ledger’s performance was groundbreaking and funny. Haha..and Edison Chen was in the movie too for like what? 3 seconds? -__- and OMG when they crashed the Lamborghini..OUCH. Plenty to comment about…so just go watch it kay….it rocks!

SEX AND THE CITY was fun fun fun! Lots to laugh about...it was one of those happy, very girlie movies. Close to 2.5 hours longg....but they censored some parts though...=/

faded pictures on the wall

So I’m back to continue. Seriously wanted to skip class today. I'm getting lazzyyyy. And it was ONE class from 3-6...pointless really going all the way to coll. But haha, in the end, i got my butt to class. =S no idea why though...HaHa

Ok. I’ll update bout last weekend first. I tried studying last weekend since I was soo behind in everything especially LAW.

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Law sucks big time. And I don’t like. =/ Didn’t exactly do very much anyways. Somehow, time flies. Agree?

Friday was the movies and to help out at the carnival over at Pyramid. Pics are in someone’s camera. Saturday.......was a blurr really.

Urm, Sunday was good. Michelangelo’s for breakfast/lunch at like 2pm. It’s at Soho, Mont Kiara. A lil pricey but good food there.

Then over to my uncle’s place coz both my cousin sisters were back from Spore. And they were gonna treat the whole family dinner; meaning 4 families. =) On another note; kids today can be sooo spoilt. I have this cousin bro who’s half jap, half Chinese (cool rite? i know) and is only 2 this yr. Well, he sort of merajuk halfway during dinner coz it was a lil hot since the place was packed. So his parents took him home and came back again. Point is; he needed aircond. =.= and we can’t just dump him in the car with the aircond on coz it’s dangerous. Duh.

But anyways, it was great catching up and good company.

M for Mel!! ;)

Lobster pasta~ thumbs up!

Strawberry Gelato...two thumbs up!

♥

How was your weekend? Hope it was a good one... :)

you're gonna need someone on your side.

Hello world!

It’s been too long. Frankly, at one point I really didn’t feel like blogging anymore. Well, ever tried catching up with your own life? Well, I’ve been doing or at least trying to for the past week. Other words, I’ve got a tonne of things to do and not a whole lot of time to do them. But, anyways I’m back! :) So I’ll just post as much as I can and want this weekend to make it up kay.

But firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me! 18 YO..!! It finally came on 20th July. Pretty quick eh? I mean one minute it was sweet 16 and now, 18. I feel OLD..=/

On the other hand, many cakes, many celebrations, all in all; it was good. Thanks for all your wishes through smses, phone calls, facebook, friendster, etc.. loves! Full post on it later.

Many, way too many July babies. Well, Happy Birthday to all~!! Hope you guys have a good one.

22nd July~Zai Xi's 19th

-candles courtesy of me! :)

the boys~

Anyways, Happy Birthday to ya. You've been a great friend. And, sorry that your celebration didn't go exactly as planned. I feel bad...But it was okay rite? Hehe...

Teevee time. Will be back...More posts ahead! Stay tuned! :)

walking on thin ice

When you're leaving,
Don't forget to say goodbye.
Don't come back saying you're sorry or that you love me.
And when you're leaving,
Don’t forget to leave your key.
Because all you do is keep forgetting....

The night’s over.
Break the dawn.
It’s a new day.
Time to start over.

On another note; what a relief; I got to clear some things up. It was great talking to you last night. Thanks for the help man. And what you said made a lot of sense. I’ve gotten the answers I needed ages ago. I guess I just needed someone to tell me the right thing. The thing I wanted to hear but nobody ever said it out loud. So thanks man.

You know who you are :] thanks again....

xoxo

just another ordinary day...

HOLA!

Am thinking of not blogging for a while. Just need to get my mind straight and focus on what’s important in life. I’m wasting A LOT of time on unnecessary matters and I get sooooo distracted easily =S. Many things I need to get hold of and; to part with some of my bad habits. It’s just one of those times. Well, we’ll see.

Anyways, this week of classes were okay. Still getting used to the timing but it’s good that mon and tues were afternoon classes and I had today free! Haha…next week won’t be the same though..=( and LAW classes are a PAIN in the butt..boring shit. =/


Yesterday, classes from 8 to 2.30 then went out with the bestie who is still on hols. Very very unfair. Plus ‘my story of the week’ happened yesterday. Class was in the auditorium so the seats there are leveled and there are stairs all the way to the top. Thing is I put my books under my chair not knowing there was a hole at the step. And next thing you know, my law notes went down the hole. -____- speechless I tell you. It’s a long story after that; trying to get my books. Even my guys were trying to help and were all amused by the story…..LOL. Got my books back in the end thanks to the maintainence guy. =)

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Okies, after that was shopping and movie at Pyramid. We watched Wanted at last. “Wanted” definitely rocked balls. Full on adrenaline rush. :)

Dinner at Wendy’s. I got like bad feedback bout it from my friends but it was ok. Just ok. But their potatoes suck. So I’m still luvin Carls Jr. =)

Mello got her results back too. Average at 67. Good job la bestie. You worked really hard and you did try your best; so stop mourning about it. You still have another sem to do better. No worries, ok?

More shopping after dinner. Reached home at bout 10 sth…& couch potato-ed all night long =)

Ooh! The new Clorets!-Dark Secret Mint...lol
(i'm a clorets junkie if yall didn't know...) =D

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OK. More movie reviews! Can't help it that I'm watching soo many movies these days...

Hancock! Not your everyday superhero, for sure. Watched this with the coll frens last week. Really good movie. Will Smith's movies never seem to fail me. Plus, Charlize Theron is in the movie. Zen & I were debating bout it coz it looked like her but then it didn't and went on till we saw the credits. :) Just go watch it.

Rachel was all crazy bout it. And I so wanted to know whyyy. So I watched it over at Seline's place. It was okay. The ending's a lil sad tho.

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1.30 am on a sat morning...I'm still wide awake. =S Teevee time? Probably....:)
Goodnight peoples..

p/s: For someone who's trying to mend matters and make up for something, you sure suck at it. I really want to know why you keep doing this. You gotta stop being selfish. Coward. Nothing has changed and your words are still words. And seriously, all this has to end somewhere. It’s getting tiring.

Ok. This is fucked up.
Sincerity. Truth. Assurance. It’s all in doubt.
What would you do if you were in my shoes?
Having to do it all over again?
Would you?

Frankly I don’t know. What’s different this time? How do you trust someone that betrayed you in the past?

xoxo

night~

don't you forget about me

I’m giving up.
Maybe I'm not putting enough effort.
But I don’t know what to do next.
I don’t have a next step.
Can I pass?
Pass it to you ok…

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I don’t know how to start. All I know is that I wanna blog but I don’t know where to start. Hmmm…July’s here. How fast time passes is beyond words. July’s the bittersweet month. For me that is. Birthday celebrations? I have no idea. Birthday pressies? I have loads of ideas. :)

Let’s put that aside for a while. It’s been a year. Let me tell you this story where;

-We took that picture.
I kept that picture for as long as I could.
I tore the picture when nothing was left.
And put it away.
I dug up on the past once.
Not knowing what to do, I put it aside.
That was all of last year.
Today, I put it in its right place and it’ll be there for the rest of time.
Maybe I had let go even before I knew it.

Love or Addiction?

So I’ve been bumming around a lot. Holidays…what do you expect? And my sleep is all screwed up which explains why I'm here. =)

I remember always telling myself I would pick up something new, learn sth, do sth more, but I always end up doing nothing. Bleh~ And now the hols are almost over. I'm starting first thing Thursday. 8AM. Kill me. And I'm dreading every moment of it. The cycle's starting all over again.

So, ACCA starts next week. It’s all going so fast you know? And soon the results will be back and if it’s good, we’ll all graduate together and if it’s not, you know. I'm scared; truly.

graduation?

I’m listening to Kate Voegele-No Good. And heh, it’s a good song. She’s got many good songs. Some of you may know her from One Tree Hill. Well, I know her from there and have got almost all her songs. She rocked there and she definately rocks here. :)

And Marie Digby too! Good songs, good tunes, good everything. There’s something light to her music. Uplifting mostly.

It's 20 days to my bday. Not really feeling it though.

Ermmm...ok...movies! I’ve been watching a whole lot.

PS I LOVE YOU.

I remember watching it from 2 to 4 in the morning on some random day. It’s kinda slow moving but there are the funny parts. not as smart as I thought it would be. Gives you a warm feeling. I was thinking that there would be touching scenes like every 5 minutes but no there isn’t. Kind of a let down for something I’ve been waiting for so long. I reckon the books better; hearing from so many.

What happens in Vegas.
Watched this with Danny boy. Funny? Yeaps. And, Ashton Kutcher is very hot.

21.

Ooh, okay this is hot stuff. I just watched it today. Very very intense. So SO cool I wanted to count cards too. True story yo. Everyone should watch it.

Over her dead body.
Much funnier than I thought it would be. Love the parrot!

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Was watching Grey's Anatomy;

Change,

We don't like it, we fear it. But we can't stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. It hurts to grow, anybody who tell you isn't, is lying. But here's the truth, sometimes the more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes...sometimes change is good. Sometimes change is everything.

- Meredith Grey, ep1

In the hospital, we see addiction every day. It's shocking how many kinds of addiction exist. It would be too easy if it were just drugs and booze and cigarettes. I think the hardest part of kicking a habit is wanting to kick it. I mean, we get addicted for a reason, right?
Often, too often, things that start out as just a normal part of your life at some point cross the line to obsessive, compulsive, out of control. It's the high we're chasing, the high that makes everything else fade away.

........Still, they say you don’t kick the habit until you hit rock bottom, but how do you know when you’re there?
Because no matter how badly a thing is hurting us, sometimes letting it go hurts even worse.

-Meredith Grey, ep2

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It's raining now. I love rainy nights...or mornings. :) 2 am now and I have to get up early tomorrow. =/ Time to cuddle with "Thanks for the Memories". It's a storybook btw.

Good Morning world!