UBER BOREEEDOOOOMMMM!!!!!!!!!

So hard to concentrate =/
I feel like such a nerd right now. It sucks.

listen to the voices that don’t shout

d_b: Lifehouse-Whatever It Takes.

Omg..WHY do I keep forgetting to eat my meds???? WHY??! Ugh…

Yes, I AM sick. Yes, my exams start next week. Yes, it sucks. Yes, I was suffering my ass off yesterday (stupid flu~) Yes, I am surviving. Yes, studying sucks big time. Yes, I’m UBER bored. Yes, I so fcukin missed Colbie Caillat @ Laundry. Yes, I’m devastated. Yes, I’m starting to crap. Yes, I’m going--studying never ends...-___-

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xoxo~

"I'll keep us together whatever it takes..."

I don’t believe WE’re close enough for this to mean as much as it does.

I don’t believe I’ve ever been close enough to anyone to make this matter that much either.

too much to handle

I don’t feel well. I’m having a headache, feeling groggy, and kinda tired. Too much studying? I doubt. =/ Been slacking a lot. Feel like I can't finish the syallabus =/ Argh….stress!! Plus, there’s a test 2moro!!~Man, I don’t wanna fall sick now. Exams are coming!!!

-If only you knew. Do YOU? Sometimes I have that gut feeling you do and you are. But sometimes it just gets so blurry and fogged up; I turn to giving up. I admit; it’s much lesser these days. Closer, we need to be.

Ok. My bad. The elections didn’t turn out bad. Dad’s been telling me all about it. And, it was GOOD. In fact, real good. It’s time for a change anyways. :D Amazing how our parents are sooo interested in politics and I hardly bother. Or issit just me?

More info in http://122.0.17.30/index.php

Btw, delete all the messages in ur phone that has got anything to do with the election/politics. News is that the police are checking people’s phones for smses about the elections whatsoever. BE safe man~

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A site definately worth checkin out thnx to the bestie =). Got great fashion stuffs and tips for us gals~~

http://ohmygodyourclothes.blogspot.com

Infatuation.it was

d_b: Leona Lewis-Better In Time

Fyi, she was actually found by Simon Cowell.

Sorry yall. Getting lazy & been busy. Hey! It rhymes! XD Plus tak ada mood nak blog la. Posting this while Fibi’s resting on my feet. :) Progress tests are coming. The time’s back for studying, and studying and solely just studying. SIGH…

I realized that I’ve never really posted a super long post with just mostly words. And I realized that I’ve never really gotten super personal. I’m doing the first now and Hmmm…I guess the latter shall just wait..

Who’s clicking the hugs area? Seriously..tell me! Coz it has jumped from 7 to 200 sth and then 300 sth and now 500 sth in a matter of days. Whoever it is..could u tell me?

International Women’s Day was yesterday(8/3)!! Happy Women’s Day to all us gals out there!!! I didn’t even know it was yesterday till today~

Elections were yesterday too. Heard it ended up pretty bad. Don't know the insides tho.

Amazing that ppl still visit my blog when I hardly posted for the past week. Thnx 4 the support guys~

UGHhhh….I tell you. It’s just so damn frustrating. Having to study the same 2 topics so many times and still not get the parts I don’t get. Fuck it man. Tried my very best to get it but I just can’t. Made no sense from A-Z. Seriously time for me to stop skipping every other T7 class. Now, end up like this. Anyone wanna help tutor me???? Prob ask Chai Ping next week…hopes she knows. -_____-

Heard that ZOUK had an event going on. Who went?? I was supposed to go but whatla..no kaki…go for what~

Ooh! Heard this story on Fly.Fm bout this gal who got cheated by her bf and her bf is askin 4 forgiveness and she denied him. After that, ppl were calling to give opinions whatsoever and even dedicating songs to her. Malaysians are thoughtful~neways, should he be forgiven or given a 2nd chance??....Should people really deserve 2nd chances? Wad ya think? Leap of faith? or Trust yourself?

Last weekend, I was getting my nocturnal powers back. Am able to NOT sleep. Or rather sleep super late like 3 in the morn & wake super early like at 8. For me, it’s SOOOO lack of sleep. But I just can’t sleep or I just didn’t want to?? No doubt I’m super sleep deprived but it’s fun. Been a while since I could do this without crashing for 10-12 hrs on the third day or so. Had always been sleeping a lot….now I guess I kinda got sick of it. Actually I’m thinking it’s just what your mind wants. If your mind is set to do something strong enough, it CAN be done. Or was last weekend just one really stressful one? Aih….coz i sorta lost it this weekend~super BORING with studying all day long!

OK. I'm starting to crap. Banyak banyak. -__- Actually this isn’t super long. One day, I’ll beat this. =) Oh, & if you have read this far, cheers to you man~!

Yo. This IS LOVE~ pretty (it was put up in coll)

Hitz.fm at our coll. Giving out freebies & asking random Qs. Person turning back is Ah Tat~

ACCA Social Gathering on Thurs in coll. It was OK. Wasn't planning to go but was with Bangsar with Seline and she could drop me there. So, I went in the end. :) Went with CP, Zen, Jacq, Ben, Yu Song,.....alot lar.

Blurness~Ben took it.

Gonna go back to studying~

Good Night, yall!
Good morning Monday!

6.3.08~The cuzzie's B'DAY~!!

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY YING YNG!!!!!

This post is a lil late. But I wished you on the day itself. =) didn’t forget kay.
Hope you had a great one. Been a while since I caught up with ya.
How were the B'DAY celebrations? Bet u got loads of prezzies! =D

Update me k!! Must chat online one day. After my exams~
Lovin' ya loads~!!

xoxo~

I am the master of my fate. I am the captain of my soul.

Heard this song on Rick Dees a few days ago...

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Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren’t the same
‘Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry you’re blue
I’m sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go ’round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry

This time I think I’m to blame
It’s harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
‘Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die

I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry you’re blue
I’m sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go ’round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It’s never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry you’re blue
I’m sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go ’round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry

I’m sorry baby.
I’m sorry baby, Yeah.
I’m sorry

-'Sorry' by Buckcherry.

Guess you’ll never be. Truly, that is.
People really DON’T change after all.

U keep taking over. I need to be in control again. Of me, myself, and my feelings. It was going astray the past year. This year; it’s not gonna be the SAME. I BELONG to me. No one else. NOT anyone worthwhile for now.

It was never gonna be the SAME. So why was I unconsciously holding on? - Denial. Guess sometimes it can’t be helped.

Yesterday flew by. Today it hit me. Coincidences don't happen. I don't TRUST you anymore. It's time to realistically keep all this in mind and not let my mind wander.

I need to be free. Free from you. I’m gonna be.