I am the master of my fate. I am the captain of my soul.

Heard this song on Rick Dees a few days ago...

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Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren’t the same
‘Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry you’re blue
I’m sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go ’round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry

This time I think I’m to blame
It’s harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
‘Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die

I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry you’re blue
I’m sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go ’round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It’s never too late to make it right
Oh yeah sorry

I’m sorry I’m bad, I’m sorry you’re blue
I’m sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can’t take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go ’round
And I just wanted to say I’m sorry

I’m sorry baby.
I’m sorry baby, Yeah.
I’m sorry

-'Sorry' by Buckcherry.

Guess you’ll never be. Truly, that is.
People really DON’T change after all.

U keep taking over. I need to be in control again. Of me, myself, and my feelings. It was going astray the past year. This year; it’s not gonna be the SAME. I BELONG to me. No one else. NOT anyone worthwhile for now.

It was never gonna be the SAME. So why was I unconsciously holding on? - Denial. Guess sometimes it can’t be helped.

Yesterday flew by. Today it hit me. Coincidences don't happen. I don't TRUST you anymore. It's time to realistically keep all this in mind and not let my mind wander.

I need to be free. Free from you. I’m gonna be.