Thursday, December 20, 2007

the pen's in my hand, only i can let you in

Things happen when you least expect it to. It’s so very true. Don’t keep hovering over the same matter or person or whatsoever all the time coz you’ll probably only disappoint yourself. Focus on other things. Pick up a new activity. Do something else to take your mind off things. And before you know it or least expect it, it’ll most likely happen.

It happened. I have no idea why. And, fact is I wasn't even hoping for it. I rather it didn’t. Felt like as if someone punched me hard in the stomach. In the end, I ignored it. Part of me didn’t want to let it go thinking it was another chance. In other words, half of me hoped it’ll stay but the other hopes that it will go away coz I really don’t want it to happen all over again. It didn’t bring much happiness and it certainly didn’t bring me smiles.

But, i guess; to you it wasn't anything.
Thanks to the cousin & bestie; I did the right thing :)


I guess I’m still affected.

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