fake a smile. pray a little. will things change a little?

Seriously, blogger hates me.
Been trying to log in for the past half an hour.
Now only can masuk.-___-

Ok.Life's been.....life.
HaHa. ok.Lame~
Well, life's been a bit messy for me.
Everything seems to be everywhere.
Can't seem to get stuff right.

Trials are in 2 days!
Shit.Shit.Die.Die.
Damn behind coz was fooling around during raya hols.
My blog's pretty damn outdated from all the stuffs i've been up to.
Maybe blogging's not really for me anymore.
Considering to stop..we'll see~

Sorry to the bestie for being so out of touch.
Wait till my trials are over.
I'll bug you so much you'll run away the next time u see me.
Ok, maybe not. But, Kidding! And, i miss yah!

And now everyone has facebook! C=
YAY!

-

-back to my sucky studying. What great fun! -_-

If you had let go of your ego a little then, it would have done both of us good. Now we have nothing and it's all your fault.

don't stop the music

Sorry peeps.

Been really busy with my spore relatives staying with me and going out with them and my fav cuzzies.

On the plus, I have been going out so much i'm going to fail my trials coming next week.

I have not been online much and lack time in my revision therefore have no time to blog. =(

So since i'm REALLY behind on my posts, here's a short one!

Will post the full ones when i have the time.

we got our ears pierced together!!!!

my irritating but lovable cousin!

Anyways, BBQ party tonight!! Last night they're stayin...*sobs*

But! Gonna be lots of FUN!!

Mellie's SURPRISE from ME!! C=

Cupcakes frenzy~!!!
Aren't these so lovable?? =D
Was finding for them since last year for my bestie's bday~
Some samples from the place i got it from...

They have a website! http://www.prettyfrosting.com/
And a blog too! http://prettyfrosting.blogspot.com/

Here's the surprise i planned for about a week~
Coz i didn't celebrate the day wid her and i thought it would be great if she had a surprise and the cupcakes she wanted since forever.
So, there i went finding for the cupcakes and planning the day with james a.k.a. my partner in crime XD~

And this was while, i was studying for my exams, getting bloody stressed, when i was sick and my dad was being difficult.

So, you better have enjoyed it to the very bite!

Pictures!
Thanks to Priss, Mun Yee, Winnie, and all of mellie's frens who chipped in for the cupcakes and took pics for the memorable day....

-pic of the day-

.the bikini.

.heels for every woman.

.bags.bags.bags.

.shades!.

.flip flops~.

Shereen posing with the cupcakes

Suzanne & Priss
-can you see US in the background?

:i have no idea what's going on:

~lighting the candles...hard work

YAY!!

hmmmm....melie's wishing for....???

:-group pics-:

:-one messy bday gal-: X)

Hope you enjoyed your 18th bday surprise!
A gazillion hugs, kisses and luvs from the bestie!

Bloody blogger.

It's not allowing me to upload my pics!

Grrr..!

Now, i can't post mellie's cupcakes surprise and my "vacation" that happened ages ago.

-___-

i think yes

The blog’s white. Took me quite a while to decide whether anot to change the colour. Tell me what ya think.

Topshop had sales today for students, one day only; and my uber bestie din tell me it was only for one day till I msg her to kacau. Ish~-___-

But anyways; on the bright side, since Topshop was crowded with 23587691 people, mostly students, now they all have similar stuffs which makes it not super worth it. I mean now it’s like every other person has it alreadly.

My ankle really hurts, still.

=C

Mellie's 18 & legal~! =D

On 29th September at 8am(i think), this special girl named Mellie...

....turns 18!


HAPPY SUPER DUPER BELATED 18th BIRTHDAY BESTIE~!!!!!

The bestie i've known all my life..well, since Form 1...C=

18 & LEGAL~!! YAY~!!

Sorry that I could not celebrate with ya on your special day~

Will make it up to you..trust me!..Just wait~

But i know you enjoyed it BIG TIME!! =D

I know you're going through some stuffs and i cudn't help coz of my exams too.

But! cheer up k!

This is for you. And keep in mind, i'll always be here~

&&xoxo

better times did not have you in it

Heard this song over the radio and it really means alot to me. Coz it reflects something that happened a few months ago so clearly.
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Chris Daughtry-Over You

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Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of meee

[Chorus]
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!

You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say,
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other’s opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for meee

[Chorus]
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!

I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you

And I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
And I got over you!
And I got over you!
And I got over you!

The day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you…

Slipping away...

Haha!…DEAD blog!
Really dead man~
But anyways, I’m back!
Exams are over once again!
Which means life starts again~
And that means I can blog and facebook once again~!!!
And I don’t have to study like how I did everytime I get home from my 2/3 hours of exam -__-
That was damn depressing man~

And i actually got sick on Tues..sucked even more~
Ooh! I think I sprained/twisted/sth my ankle. Thanks to my heels and my clumsiness; now it hurts when I move my feet too much~ maybe I shud get it checked. =C

Parents teacher meet this Sat. What rubbish. Can’t believe we still have these in college. Let’s just hope dad doesn’t go. But actually dad’s really cool about my marks and stuff coz my results came in the mail and there was the paper with 30 marks. Wah! Damn cool, he ask why? Then didn’t bother after. Slumber~~C=

I have not been to the gym in about a week now=/. Better get started again!

Time’s passing really fast though. It’s the start of a new month again and it seemed like i started college not so long ago. Everyday and week just seems to fly by. Sometimes, I think; I just let all this time slip away when I could have done many other things. Kinda bring out some feeling of regret once in a while. But! I guess everyone’s like that…no?
Hmm…

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