1st J.A.M.M.I.N.G. session

had my 1st OFFICIAL JAMMING session today at a studio near Taylors College
it was a pretty small studio but i guess it was good enough....
arrived late...-practice started at 4.30 but i only reached at bout 5.20...heheXD

oh...my BAND members~~>

Jack: Singer
Zen: Base
Jin~Jack's bro(temporary):Guitarist
Ben: Drummer
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ME: Pianist

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Only knew i had practice yesterday evening so by the time i got the song and my ass to go practice...it wuz this MORNING~!
So i guess u could say i din play that well during practice...hehe...
We were playing "Starlight" by Muse--kinda "teruk" at the start coz we all kelam kabut
Then got better and after a while since cannot COORDINATE~we kinda just gave up and hentam play the whole song till the end...*wasn't perfect but it din sound tat bad ;) *
Moved on to the next song--"What I've Done" by Linkin Park
This song was so much easier than Starlight coz i practically need to play like 1 bar for the whole song...=P

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:: scenario during practice-the speaker wuz behind me so was half deaf, jack would be laughing one time and screaming at his bro another, ben was SO restless, and Zen was asking to go shit alot coz she wanted a break =.=" ::

nearing the end,the other BAND tat was in the other room visited us and played with us for a while...n seriously, they ARE GOOD!!
especially the drummer coz i was sittin beside him and he was seriously loud and jus PRO, man~!

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Finally,practice actually ended at 7 plus-was so "sien"
Could not get my dad so went to AC to hang with Zen then Jack coz Zen went to play pool
Met the other ppl from the other band-i think they were Cliff, Alex and ???-forgot his name...XD
Jack was so stressed~n he asked me like a million times whether i wana con't playin for the band anot...ish ish ish(coz i told him to find another pianist~dun really feel like continuing).

But Jack actually made me realise sth--
chyi: eh, y so stress?...chill la~
jack: sure stress la-this(band) is sth i'm workin after
chyi: ouh...*thinkin* wat the hell am i workin after then??

-->*blank*...shit...x.x

other than studies la....

N.A.I.L.S.

went to Midvalley 2day...
there was some bridal fair there n my dad knew this guy who had this shop that sold FAKE nails imported from Taiwan...
~kinda had this thing where i promised not to wear fake nails--looks trampy 2 me...dunola...~
so...went n check it out...got a sample on my thumb..

.x. it's PINK...Ble~! .x.

then he was like choose one...it's on the house... *so nice of him*
so i was like thinking cool~it's FREE anyways rite?....
took me forever to choose coz they were all so BRIDAL...but got one in the end....

.x. wad ya think?...took me so long to decide .x.

now ADVERTISING time:
they cost like 38, 48, and 58...depending on the pattern
they stick with some kinda glue tats alreadly there....the glue's sticky when it's dry
so when u wana take it off~soak ur fingers in warm water for 10 mins and it comes right off...
and u can reuse it 3 to 4 times before the glue wears out
then u gota put tape to hold it...

~but i guess by then..i wud have gotten sick of it....

.x. the whole packaging...this costs RM 58 .x.

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went shopping after and to check out Fashion Week..

it was HUSH PUPPIES and the models were doin some dance

~so NO INTEREST x.x ~coz the dance was kinda lame & it's HUSH PUPPIES =.=

everyone was crowdin the front of the stage...

so i went to crowd the backstage...~

it's even BETTER there...the models are there and u get to see them UPCLOSE~! *melt* XD

they aso brought the HUSH PUPPIES dog~wateva its called....but it was~SO CCUUUTEEEE!!!!

Andrew was workin there so went to see him & catch up

*sorry wei..tat day ffk...we go out another day k...XD*

Sunway trip....^^

Yesterday(Thurs), went to Sunway Pyramid with Mellie:: Chai Ping :: Zen :: Jack :: Ben :: Zai Xi

Reached about 3 plus coz i went for a jap buffet.
CP & Zen was alreadly there (so early=.=)
Mel came not long after.
Movie was at 5pm so we were hanging around for a bit.
CP, Zen & Jack went to A&W for snack while me & mel shopped till bout 4.40
Got the tickets for The Hills Have Eyes 2...cinema was FREAKIN cold...Ben was late so he din catch much of the show
But the show was pretty ok...other than the CRAZY mountain ppl who looked like crap and we were like their FOOD....
-but i'm FINE with shows that DO NOT have ghosts or some freaky zombie thingy in it..

*Mel was screaming her ass off* x.x

Me & Mel: they looked like shit coz they din have skincare products n no clean water n no scrub...so there...

Oh....before the movie...something really embarrasing happened--CP, Zen, J and Mellie noes but im not gona put it down...=.=" (damn malu...k)

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movie ended..shopped a bit *was kinda wasting time actually*
ended up in Blush! coz Mel saw sth tat Simon liked*ahem*.
it was a swim suit (no offense bt it not THAT nice) and it's pink~Ble~!
J & Ben went to play pool with some ang mo & apparently they LOST~!..hahah

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AT LAST~! dinner...at Jack's Place (jack sed on the hse...kononnya=.=)

ordered spagetthi--SUX...=.=
yap n yaped...bla bla bla...

oh we toked bout this Perfume movie...now i so wana watch it...sounded so CHUNTED!!!

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9.30--Ben, CP & Zai Xi left

Me, Mellie, Zen & Jack stayed back-dropped by Q Bar...there was a Hip Hop thingy at 10 but missed it anyways...

and then there were 2: MUA & MEL~chit chat at Starbucks and left at 10.30

::kz...now i really gota go study...have been lazing around all morn n now it's 1.30::

BREAK~!!! & i ROCK as a BESTIE!!!!

I HAVE A BREAK!!!!!~YAYSS!!!

not a very long one but I guess it’s better than nutin—8 days!
**it’s nice 2 have a break…but at times it can get really BORING and that’s when I really dread BREAKS….

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Neways, I’m gona list down the things I have to do during this break

-x- as usual, study for P1 and P2-progress test is on 5 May

(if it has not been postponed)

-x- practice the piano notes I got for Starlight by Muse
(why?-well, did I tell u I’m in a band??-there now u noe)
-x- get a new sth that I can wear for my skool’s Honours Day-5th May
(am really hoping the progress test is postponed then I can go meet my FRENSS~!!!)
-x- meet up with Mel??....

(oi…mel…u free anot??...call aso tak da =.= )

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p.s. MEL: i TOTALLY nailed the frendship test in ur blog~~hahahahaha....

-ain't i the best bestie or what??...u shud treat me 2 dinner...we can go eat butterfish...hehe XD-
*BESTIES FOR LIFE*

-LuvZzz-

about a boy.....

i just can't let go....i know why but i can't change it......
maybe u can but u don't even have a clue about it....
i need to move on and that's the hard part coz ur always around....

- at times, i'd rather u rip my heart out......

.....coz i guess that's when i can actually move on-

SHOP TIL' I DROP~!!!!!

it's only 11 p.m. and i can hardly keep my eyes open....

~~I'm SERIOUSLY WORN OUT...~~
:: i mean i usually sleep at 2a.m--so this is like freaking early ::
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as u noe, i went to 1 UTAMA....was supposed to reach there at like 10.30 am but in the end, only reached there at 1.50pm...lolx

*-* why?? *-*
+ i went out for brunch with some frens...last minute la....=P
+ then, mua dad picked me up and went to 3 banks to pays off HIS bills...
+ then, had to drop by my DAD's office coz he wanted to get sth....

*ish...felt like ages just sitting in the car*

+ by the time we were done, it was 12.30pm...LUNCH TIME!!!~wasn't tat hungry coz had late b'fast bt dad was...so went 2 MAKAN

+ FINALLY----->reached 1U before 2pm....was out since 9 plus

>>>2 only reach MUA destination =.=""

-*-SHOPPING was as usual--loads of walking + trying out quite alot of clothes but to buy less than half of what i tried XD + got sth fr XOXO!!!~YAY!! + spending quite alot of $$$ ...

!*! oh, btw...jus read my horoscope in friendster...apparently, it says.....

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~~Something inside of you needs to be heard -- stop your routine and listen...

[rite....i'm too tired to even think]

~~in detail?:

bla bla bla....yap yap yap.........Start by giving yourself something you really want today -- not something material, but something emotional: undivided attention.

[rite again...i went shoppin today n everythin i got was a MATERIAL somethin..]

~kla...i cont this entry 2moro with pix of wad i bought...seriously need sleep.....

.....ZZZZzzzzzzz....

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k..i'm back...jus got back fr skool n found the time 2 continue this entry....

"*" pix of stuff i bought "*"

.x. all the clothes i bought yesterday .x.
TOTAL : 7 tops + 1 mini skirt

.x. the mini i got from XOXO..hey..GOAL ACHIEVED!! .x.

.x. my oreo twins!!....the same shirt in BLACK & WHITE .x.
-seriously dun really noe y i bought both XD-

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/:\went for class today...was still sleepy...
/:\kelly was so SICK as in flu n a bad one...she looked so cham n used all my tissue XD...but no biggie la..hehe...-get well soon k-
/:\neways, had to cramp in some small classroom coz MUFY students were using our classes for their exam....ish...

*-* nutin much today...kz...gtg....gota do my hw...

-LuvZzz-

YUMMY~YUM!!! PLUS~~progress test is over!!!

YAY!!!!~at last, mua progress test is OVVVEEERRR!!!!

*-*have been studyin my ass off since tues-it's been such a long time since i actually sat down to do revision *so good gal rite...ahem...ahem...*--the last time was for SPM and i have been holidayin since...so u noe how tough it can be to go back to STUDYIN again....

"*"progress test wasn't as tough as i thought it would be... *thank god*

--P1 was pretty ok...much easier than i thought coz i din study much for it...was busy studyin for P2 coz i had no clue whatsoever about it *never listened in class and never touched the book...lolx*

--P2 was harder than i tought and i was supposed to be PREPARED for it...shit man! the funny thing?...half way through the test------>

POWER FAILURE!!! -lolx....-

^^so, we were strugling in the dark tryin to finish the damn paper....some of us + me went out
to the corridor to do the test...they even wanted to cancel the exam n we were like
NNNOOOO!!! --imagine goin thru 2 hrs of some stupid test again...ish ish.....

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test ended at 5.30-had to wait till 6 for my dad to get me....
then we went for..........

.........DINNER~!!!!!!!!!! at Renaissance Hotel-Vogue Cafe.......

-i LURVE that place....y??---the DESSERT tops the food and it's freakin DELICIOUS!!!!!!-

:::why their desserts are just so AMAZING:::

#they have load of CHOC stuffs --from choc sticks to brownies to choc coated strawberrries and other fruits to choc cookies to pralines to choc coated nuts...

#they have my FAV!!!~~strawberries with icing sugar-n they have loads of it--actually that's one of the most sellable one...finish damn fast wei..they had to refill it so FREQUENTLY!!

#they have durian, pistachio and green tea ice cream + others but i like these few ones....

# plus all the the other cakes n pastries...

**this is more than enough to SATISFY a sweet tooth like me =D

.x. the big bowl of strawberries...yum .x.
*it's from the buffet line-i din eat tat much...k..*

!*! i was starving when i got there so i reached for the FOOD at once-n coz of that i kinda forgot to take pics of it....XD

--remembered about it when i was almost done with dinner....was actually on my last plate of dessert ~was so FULL then!! -my stomach actually ached XD

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.x. the table setting .x.

.x. some almond beancurd thingy...not my thing...ble .x.

.x. dad made this-green tea ice cream on strawberries+icing sugar .x.

.x. half way through-must finish!! XD .x.

.x. ...mua... .x.

.x. AT LAST!!!-finished!! .x.

.x. i called for tea...wherelse... .x.

.x. dad called for coffee... .x.
*he hates his pic being taken. that's y can only show his hand...lolx*

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.x. neways, me; the amazing daughter still got to get a shot of
Mr. DAD .x.

*how??...it was the end of dinner and he was checking the bill....tat much, eh??....so distracted till he din realise his pic being taken*

-*- cute not??...hehe..-*-

::neways, THANX DAD FOR DINNER!! ::

-*- YAYS!!!~2moro get to go SHOPPING!!!! in 1U!!!-*-
*have not been shopping in ages...AT LAST!!!!*

Game over!!~~time to move on....

i was mistaken, i jumped to conclusions and now i'm back to square one.

i can't really do much to fix the problem or make things better therefore,

I GIVE UP...

It's about time anyways. it's been too long and waiting is just a really hard thing to do and isn't the happiest thing to be doing.

I have wasted too much time thinking, being moody and solemn over the things that i hope would happen but in the end, it jus dissapoints me further.

Therefore..........

NOW, I OFFICIALLY CALL OFF THE GAME ::

-it doesn't exactly spell FUN and i'm bound to lose anyways....
....so what's the point??-

**shit, tomorrow got progress test and i'm still here.......

......ciao!!

April 17-……remembering someone dear to me

2007 marks the 10th year since you left us.
How fast time has passed is beyond my expectation and at times, I wished it never happened. But, it has and I have to accept the fact.

I try not to think about it too much as it OBVIOUSLY isn’t the best thing that happened in my life-probably the worst actually.
It’s only this year when I actually knew the exact date when you left us; your family and the people who loves you dearly.
I never dared to ask, and I do not know why but I AM happy that now I know and I will always remember it.

Just so you know-we’re doin fine here.

Things do get complicated at times and we do not always agree but we WILL stick together as a

FAMILY

I guess we just wana let you know that we are MISSING you dearly and you will ALWAYS be in our hearts then, now and forever more.

Luv ya,
Chyi….

the little things that make you smile for a while thru a TOUGH day...

*screams* ....today OFFICIALLY SUCKS for me....

-!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FCUK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!-

# The DARK side of today~~>

1. I had a really tensed and stressed up morning in which I din really have a choice but to go through it….=(


2. On the way to college, my contact lens in my left eye somehow broke and I had to take it out….and go for class like that coz I din bring my specs (I mean who would??)
   -if I took out the other lens, I wud be half blind….there…-
   
3. I had to suffer for like 2 hrs of class and it was the class where I had to write notes…so screw it!...and after class, I DUN get to go HOME!!!!! -I had to go out for dinner….

*SO I WAS STUCK LIKE THAT FOR A VERY LONG TIME*

1. It didn’t end just there….i met up with my frens and found out that I had a test on Fri(2moro) which I had no idea about and now cud not study for it coz I had to go for dinner which wud end freakin late and I had an early class….so fcuk it!


2. I sat in the car for about 2 hrs (kl traffic la…) jus to have dinner with relatives that I’m not that close with added with the boring catch-ups n then I sat in the car for 1.5 hrs jus 2 reach home…for once I actually can’t wait to reach home….


3. Last but not least, I have been suffering in my stiletto pumps (which i lurve alot!!) since 3.00 to 10.30pm. it was fine at first…started to hurt n got uncomfortable 2 hrs later….

*-* wat a fine day it has been…I noe *-*
*-* damn MALANG ok *-*

# The BRIGHT side of today…not much but thank god! ~~>

1. I convinced my lecturer to postpone the test to Sat….at least I have half of Fri to study….(how gullible can she be...)
   
2. I think that’s probably it….
   

*~* oh,there is one thing that actually made me smile honestly for a while (I faked a lot of it during dinner)….which is….
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:: A RAINBOW!!!!!! ::
-wasn’t for long but it helped me smile through my CRAPPY day-

.......will you fall for me.....i need to know......

My head's full of thought

Thoughts of you

And I'm distracted so easy

Thinking what to do

So unsure, so unfamiliar

Am I wrong to think that something could happen

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Will you fall for me

I need to know,

the way I'd like you to

Baby, will you fall for me

The way I've fallen for you

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I’m not like myself

And I'm playing the role of someone else

And my hearts beating so fast

I can't stop it

And I’m so unsure

So unfamiliar

Am I wrong to think that something could happen

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Will you fall for me

The way I'd like you to

Will you fall for me

The way I've fallen for you

The way I've fallen for you

:~: part of the lyrics of "Will you Fall for Me" by Delta Goodrem :~:

-kinda relates to my life at the moment- =)

L.O.V.E.-can't it be simpler?

It’s 1 a.m. in the morning and I’m still in my dilemma.....

I TOTALLY trashed everything on my bestie earlier and she tells me I’m going the wrong way.

At times, I think….is it that hard?? Well, yea…it is.

This is the story(sort of-minus the names n some stuff here and there) -->

Love is a really tough game to play-that's what I realized today.

My instincts are usually right and I’m still in denial that they failed me for once.

Just thinking about it makes me really frustrated coz in the end; I still do not have an answer.

And because of this, I really feel that maybe I AM wrong for the first time...maybe I’m jus

"OVER PERASAAN".

Ok...to me, he did make his move on that certain day...but then he kinda ignored me for the whole week after...so I’m like WHAT?? ...fine, never mind (and I was planning to give up)

Then I realized he would wait up for me after class...

so I was like –why not play the game for a while longer…no harm rite??

But then again, maybe I’m jus thinking too much... (Haih…so “fan” rite?)

Today(Tuesday), I guess he tried to make the move again…but if he actually did, it didn’t seem much…

and it’s even more depressing when he makes conversation coz he plays everything so safe…

so we end up talking about boring stuffs like class, homework and his work and the list goes on.

I mean with other people, he can go laugh his head off and talk crap…

:x: I want that to also happen when he’s with me…talking about “SAFE” stuffs makes everything so tensed up and BORING…..

Plus, there are pros and cons to what he does…so it kinda balances everything out…

*~*he would do things which I guess are parts of his moves and he would not do some of it…it’s like hanging in the middle of no where…that’s why I’m so unsure about what he feels coz it’s jus not enough to prove anything… and maybe, he's just a really frenly person and i'm taking it the wrong way......

**my bestie told me to go and message him or do sth about it…but I really don’t want to since I can’t confirm anything…I mean if I can actually confirm that he likes me…then why not??...

I would make the move…but now…if he doesn’t like me, then what’s the point anyways??....

and I would be meeting him for quite some time…**

So now denial time: I would just assume he is a really frenly and nice guy who probably likes this other girl who is NOT BAD and is just being friends with me....

-then I wouldn’t be so hurt whatever the end is-

:*: there, the first time I’m actually seriously ranting about something in this blog :*:

ONE TREE HILL!!!!~my fav =P

i got my ONE TREE HILL ~ SEASON 3 set!!!!!!!....

i'm SO freaking hApPy....

bought it on Monday =D

*~*now i have ALL 3 SEASONS !!!!*~*

*part 1 of the fourth season came out but....

....got no money 2 buy yet...so....

....gota wait again 4 that one....=(

falling sick sucks x.x

my second entry is a little late....y??

let me see.......

after my first entry, i got a little lazy n then...a few days after that>>>>>>>>>>>>

I FELL SICK....... ='(

and i mean really sick......

let me list it down for you.....

1. i didn't exactly have fever.

2.the inside of my body would be burning but i'm fine on the outside.

3.i vomited whatever i ate or drank (ewww....i noe)

4.i would feel horribly uncomfortable half the time for no uttter reason.

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and this is what i have to rant about during my "sick" period:

1. i was too weak to do anything...even standing up took time...

2. i had to go for class on monday....i even had 2 sit for a test...

3. i ate porridge for 4 days.

4. i had to sleep without my aircond for 4 days.

5. Was starving half the time coz my stomach was so empty after

puking and i didn't have the appetitie to eat.

6.i didn't even talk much coz i didn't have the energy

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after days n days of sufferings.....

i didn't feel like chyi

it was kinda weird actually....

having to not do the things i usually do for such a long time....

so...i had to get used to my daily routine again....

and....

....now....

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I'M PERFECTLY HEALTHY AND FINE!!!!
-YAY!!!!-

p/s: there will be more posts to come coz i jus realised that i have a lot of things to rant/tell/nag/boast/wateva.....so...

*ENJOY!!*