can your heart beat the hate?

d_b: Kate Voegele – Hallelujah

So the exams are over. Much hard work this time around. The last week was pretty much hell. From Tues to Fri, I barely got much sleep. Especially on Wed where I slept from 10pm-2 am. I mean I usually sleep at 2 and now I have to wake up at that time to study. Partially my fault coz I didn’t study the night before; sort of gave up coz I knew close to nothing for F5. But dad didn’t want me to skip and even told me not to study and to just fail it. But I couldn’t do it so I decided to study for the paper from 2-6 sth in the morning. I don’t know how much it helped coz I felt like crap; like my whole body was gonna fall apart when I reached coll. Too tired =___=.

And it’s not over. The whole routine will play again in about 2 or 3 weeks later. ACCA sucks and this time round, I just don’t have enough determination to study.

Anyways, this month has made its marks. 08/08/08 and 20/08/2008 and the Olympics. Oh and Happy Independence Day M’sia! 51 years! Time for a change, no?

Yet, for me; it’s all just flying by too fast and September hits tomorrow. oOh....one more day of hols! haha...

I’m also working on the new template for the blog. HTML is just so frggin hard to deal with. Wait for a while :)

I need to go shopping. The sale’s ending and I’ve barely bought anything. I think I'm gonna go tonight.

&& Road trip! Port Dickson tomorrow! With the college buds. (: Hope it’ll be fun!

We're not the same, dear, as we used to be.
The seasons have changed and so have we.

There was little we could say, and even less we could do,

To stop the ice from getting thinner under me and you.

-To two important people in my life. Yet, I'm only sorry to one. I'll try to fix things alright. I didn't mean for it to happen. It just did. I've been trying very hard to find the truth behind it. And maybe I'm trying too hard or everything is alreadly in front of my eyes. Whatever it is, I'm gonna let it go and cherish you.

Crash Into Me.

"I think it's better to have someone, even if it hurts, even if it is the most painful thing you have done, even if it's the most painful thing you've ever had to do. I think it's better to have someone."

-Meredith Grey. Grey's Anatomy Season 4.

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I've got a ton of studying to do and my first paper is on Wed. I don't know how I am gonna do it but I know I would just have to. Sucks that how everything is so last minute and that I'm SOO unprepared for all the papers. But I AM prepared to fail them, sadly. The syallabus is so much wider now and that spells plenty more of should haves. =/ Well, if I don't sleep at all for the next few days, I might be able to finish. :)

What the heck. Forget it, it's only the 1st progress test. Too late for should haves anyways.

I'm SCREWED.

And, congrats to all that passed the exams and made it through. And to those who didn't, I'm gonna miss ya and I hope to see ya around! Don't be a stranger..=)

Now, STUDY HARD peeps.

feel this. it's my heart.

I can't post in blogger. So I'm posting from 'blogger in draft'. But it's cool! -new features when you're creating your post. (: More colours to go around! Hope blogger has it too. (when i can finally use it)

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To you;

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As if life isn't complicated enough.

Don't do to people what you don't want done to you.

It will hit you back in many ways more than one.

And, at any time.

It isn't a random game you play. It's life.

It plays fair.

xoxo.

 

I PASSEDDD!!!!

Har Har! (:

Audit's 70!! Whatever i crapped in my paper was good, somehow. Thank god.
This time, it's bittersweet. Not all of us are goin through to ACCA. :(
The group's not gonna be the same.

Good catching up with you! :)

love you till the end.

The previous post was me calling for a hiatus; if yall didn’t know. Coz apparently, it wasn’t clear enough that I wasn’t blogging for awhile. But, heh; I’m back for a random post out of panic.
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Results are coming out today. I have been trying not to think bout it the whole week.

I’m supposed to be terrified. But, I’m not. Whether it is a spark of confidence or that I’ve just shut it all out; I’m not sure. From another point of view, no matter how much I think about it, it’s not going to change and I don’t get anything from worrying bout the results 24/7.

So better off if I just leave it alone right.

Well, all I’m able to do right now is pray; for all of us in fact.

And Good Luck to everyone.

:)

kindly unspoken. it's not over.

I have officially lost the passion and urge to blog. I somehow am just occupied or I’d rather do everything else or nothing rather than blog. Plus, some things ain’t going that well either.

But, thanks to those who come almost everyday and those who just come & visit; and sorry for not posting for so long and not posting for a much longer time to come. But don’t give up on me totally, alright?

Maybe one day.

I’ll see you when I see you! :)
Much love!